Beautiful song for every mom out there!!!!

Maher Zain

Mother (Mama)

I was a foolish little child

Coz the things I used to do

And all the things i put you through

Mama now I'm here for you

For all the times I made you cry

The days I told you lies

Now it's time for you to rise

From all the things you'd sacrificed

Ooooh

If I could

Turn back time rewind if I could

Make it undone I swear that I would

I would make it up to you

Ooooh

If I could

Turn back time rewind if I could

Make it undone I swear that I would

I would make it up to you

Mom I'm all grown up now

It's a brand new day

I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I'm all grown up now

And it's not too late

I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday

You know you are the number one for me

You know you are the number one for me

You know you are the number one for me

Oh oh

Number one for me

Now I finally understand

The famous line

About the day I face in time

Is not about a .. in mind*

And even though I was so bad

I've learned so much from you

And one more try and I do it too*

Love might get the way you do*

Ooooh

If I could

Turn back time rewind if I could

Make it undone I swear that I would

I would make it up to you

Ooooh

If I could

Turn back time rewind if I could

Make it undone I swear that I would

I would make it up to you

Mom I'm all grown up now

It's a brand new day

I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I'm all grown up now

And it's not too late

I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday

You know you are the number one for me

You know you are the number one for me

You know you are the number one for me

Oh oh

Number one for me

You know you are the number one for me

You know you are the number one for me

You know you are the number one for me

Oh oh

Number one for me

There's no one in this world that can take your place

Ooh I'm sorry for ever taking you for granted

Uuu I gonna use every chance I gain to make you smile

Whenever I'm around you

Now I will try to love you like you love me

Only God knows how much you mean to me

Ooooh

If I could

Turn back time rewind if I could

Make it undone I swear that I would

I would make it up to you

Ooooh

If I could

Turn back time rewind if I could

Make it undone I swear that I would

I would make it up to you

Mom I'm all grown up now

It's a brand new day

I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I'm all grown up now

And it's not too late

I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I'm all grown up now

It's a brand new day

I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I'm all grown up now

And it's not too late

I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday

The number one for me

The number one for me

The number one for me

Oh oh

Number one for me

* We don't know if they are the actual words in the song... can't hear them right!! If there's anyone who knew the actual words or might have better hearing than us (me and my sister)... can you please tell us... TQ... XD

P/S: WE LOVE OUR MAMA!!!!!

Girls Don't Realize These Things

Life isn't easy... It's just getting better....

Life isn't hard... It's just getting to the best part...

(Words of the Day - HaNa Ma'MoN)

GIRLS DON'T REALISE THESE THINGS

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'

I do not own this.

Tinggi

Lama btul tak update blog... hehehe...

Sebab pertama... busy memanjang.. ade je keje yg kena buat...

Sebab kedua... Ya Allah.. ni mmg selalu dtg tak semena-mena... nak tolak susah.. klu boleh taknak ade pun dlm diri... tp still gak dia dtg dengan lenggang lenggok dia.. MALAS... =(

Sebab ketiga... erm.. ade ke sebab lain ek???

Oh.. ade.. ade.. sbb tak ade benda nak tulis... arini baru rase ade benda nak tulis.. main point dy.. dah lama x update blog.. hehehe... ade ke org wat post mcm tu???

Sebenarnya nak ucap terima kasih kat ALLAH, parents, adik beradik, sedara mara and kengkawan.

Firstly, syukur and tersangat terima kasih kepada ALLAH kerana telah meniupkan roh saya ke dalam perut seorang Muslimah dan seorang Muslim yang mampu mengazankan saya sebaik saja saya dilahirkan.. Amin...

Secondly, thanks kepada parents, adik beradik, sedara mara and kengkawan sebab dah banyak beri 'biasiswa', dorongan, sokongan and kata-kata semangat sepanjang hidup saya kat dunia ni... 'biasiswa' tu especially to parents r... sebab mereka mmg banyak habiskan duit kat saya... semoga saya cepat-cepat dapat kerja and boleh bantu mereka pula...

Memang parents tak pernah minta kite balas budi mereka dgn wang ringgit.. tp still nak mereka rase duit kite... =)

Belajar tinggi-tinggi.. sampai ke puncak Everest.. then dapat kerja pun kat bangunan tinggi-tinggi... pakai kasut tinggi-tinggi... lepas tu kawin ngan orang 'tinggi-tinggi'... harap budi pekerti pun still tinggi r ye... sayang parents, adik beradik, sedara mara and kengkawan pun bertambah tinggi... Sayang kat yang Satu tu pun bertambah-tambah tingginya...

Jangan dah semua dapat yang tinggi-tinggi... tinggi diri dgn apa yang dah dimiliki... biar rase syukur yang tinggi... jgn hidung tinggi... nanti jatuh terduduk.. bru nak pandang tanah...

Jangan bile dah kawin.. ibu bapa dilupakan.. mmg org perempuan kena ikut cakap suami.. kena minta izin suami kalau nak keluar.. tp si suami kena r faham... tak kesian ke kat ibu bapa si isteri?? Diaorg penat-penat besarkan anak mereka mcm minyak yang ditatang... hantar mereka belajar tinggi-tinggi... gaji beribu-ribu... lepas kawin trus nak putuskan hubungan mereka... zalim sungguh... biarlah hati terbuka dengan rasa belas kasihan and prihatin...

Jangan lepas kawin... asyik nak ikut sedara mara yang jauh lebih baik 'standard' nya... ingat boleh main pilih2 ke sedara ni... kalau nak ikutkan.. seluruh umat Islam tu sedara mara kite... tp takkan kite nak ikut semuanya.. xterlarat r jwbnye.. ikut r yang mana terdekat... ni masalahnya.. yang jauh dia ikut.. yang dekat ni dia pandang sebelah mata.. ye r.. bak kata pepatah.. jauh di mata, dekat di hati... yang dekat di mata?? sambung sendiri... =P

Jangan buat drama air mata... lepas tu wat lagi perangai dulu.. org dah boleh agak ape yang awk buat tu... lama-lama orang naik menyampah... still I like the drama... saya tersenyum sendiri bila tgk orang-orang mcm ni... terfikir.. macam mana dia boleh jana kilang air mata dia tanpa perasaan yang tulus datang dari hati??

Sebab saya ni susah nak menangis.. tu yang susah nak lepaskan air mata tanpa perasaan ni... tu yang buat saya terfikir... dia memang hebat... saya setitik pun susah nak keluar.. dia boleh nangis bergelen-gelen... abis tisu sekotak... saya tgk cite sedih.. baru r nangis xcukup tisu... tu pun tgk cite One Liter of Tears... mmg seliter air mata keluar...

Okay.. back to the main point.. Jangan ape lagi ye??? Tak ade lagi kot... The List of Don'ts has come to an end... =)

Fikirkanlah...

Tada, kimi wo aishiteru (Just, loving you)

Renai Shashin by Ai Otsuka...

Beautiful song with beautiful lyrics...

I was crying so hard watching the movie...

aoao to shita yozora no shita de
(Under the green night sky)
anata ga miteta ushiro koi sugata
(You saw the sight of a lover's back)

tokiori miseru mujaki na negao
(That innocent look you put on your face when you are asleep)
atashi ga miteta koishii sugata
(Was the sight of love I have seen)

donna hitotoki mo subete
(Every single moment in my life)
wasure nai you ni muchuu de shattaa kiru
(I kept pressing the shutter so that I won't forget)
atashi no kokoro wa setsunai shiawase daata
(My heart was filled with bittersweet happiness)

tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
tada sore dake de yokatta noni
(I wish that was all it was)

ame furu toki no kawashi ta kisu wa
(The kiss we exchanged when it was raining)
tsunaga re te yuku futari no sugata
(The sight of two of us linking together)

isshou ni mou nai kono kimochi
(This feeling that we will never feel again)
umaku ie nai kedo
(I can’t explain it well, but)
anata ni deatte atashi no mainichi wa kirakira to kagayai ta yo
(My days have began to shine ever since I met you)

tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
anata ga kure ta shiawase yo
(It's the happiness you have given me)

tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
tada kimi wo aishiteru
(Just, loving you)
tada sore dake de yokatta no ni
(I wish that was all it was)

chiisana heya ni kazara re te iru
(Displayed in a tiny room)
futari no egao renai shashin
(The sight of our smile—romance picture)

Rasa sakit hati dan terluka...

Tetiba rasa nak tulis post ni...
Sebab dah banyak kali jadi tempat mengadu... (saudara saudari yang mengadu jgn terasa ye)
N rasanya semua orang pernah hadapi keadaan ni...
Well... not everyone... sebab selalunya orang yang melakukan perbuatan ni...
Tak perasan dy dah sakitkan n lukakan hati orang lain...

Kadangkala kita tak perasan kita dah sakitkan dan lukakan hati seseorang hanya dengan tutur kata...
Kadangkala kita tak perasan kita dah sakitkan dan lukakan hati seseorang hanya dengan pandangan...
Kadangkala kita tak perasan kita dah sakitkan dan lukakan hati seseorang hanya dengan gerak badan...
Kadangkala kita tak perasan kita dah sakitkan dan lukakan hati seseorang hanya dengan gelak tawa...
Tapi bila kita dah selalu sangat tak perasan ni...
Kita tak perasan kita dah menyebabkan seseorang menitiskan air mata...
Tak semestinya dy menitiskan air mata di hadapan kita...
Baru kita nak sedar kita dah tersilap...

Muhasabahlah diri sendiri...
Jangan bila orang lain sakitkan n lukakan hati kita...
Barulah nak sedar, "Eh, aku pun pernah buat si polan mcm tu."
Kadang-kadang tu... ada juga yang x sedar-sedar... siap tanya kenapa orang buat dy mcm tu... sedangkan dy pernah buat org lain mcm tu... (Yang tu xdpt nk bantu r... hati keras btul)

Jangan hanya kerana dy tak sepandai korang... korang pandang slack je kat dy...
Korang mana tahu dy study mcm mana... maybe lebih lama dari korang... tp dh bukan rezeki dy...
Jangan hanya kerana dy diamkan diri... korang pijak kepala dy...
Ambil kesempatan atas segala yang telah dyorang bagi...
Dy pun manusia juga... punya hati dan perasaan...
Punya reseptor kesakitan mcm korang juga...
Punya kelenjar air mata mcm korang juga...
Bila tercucuk... dy rasa sakit mcm korang juga...
Bila terluka... dy mengalirkan darah yang sama warnanya mcm darah korang juga...

Orang yang korang sakitkan n lukakan hatinya itulah yang akhirnya akan bantu korang bila korang memerlukan...
Maybe rezeki dy bukan di tempat yang sama mcm korang... mana taw rezeki dy jauh lebih baik dari korang di masa hadapan...

Life doesn't only revolve around you...
Mcm ekologi juga... everything is linked...
Semua saling memerlukan...

Untuk mereka-mereka yang terasa hati mereka disakiti n dilukakan...
Sedikit kata-kata yang dipetik dari Kembara Wasilah untuk anda...

Memang Allah sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yang salah...

• supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yang baik
• supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yang sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan Allah
• supaya kita dapat kasih sayang yang terbaik, khas untuk diri kita
• supaya kita sedar bahawa Allah yang Maha Pemurah dan Penyayang, kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yang hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita di masa hadapan
• supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yang tidak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya
• supaya kita menjadi manusia yang hebat jiwanya
• supaya kita faham bahawa cinta yang terbaik hanya ada bersama Allah
• supaya kita lebih mengenali kehidupan yang tidak selamanya kekal
  

Friends are for life... I've found them in four little hearts that are always miles apart... Hope we can always be together in our minds...

tHe tEaRs I sHeD...

The tears I shed....
I don't get it why I was crying...
I don't know why I was crying...
It just happened...
And the tears just flow...

I felt like crying...
Is that a good reason to cry?

I don't want to cry...
But the tears kept on rolling down my face...
I kept on sobbing...

I can still hear the quivering voice I made as I cry...
I can still see the flowing tears reflected on the mirror...
I can still smell the freshness of the flowing tears
I can still taste the salty flavor of my tears...
I can still feel the sticky tears on my face...

I still don't get why I was crying...
Is it because the feeling I got while reading some heart-wrenching novels?
Is it because I felt like I was alone?
Is it because the unbalanced hormones raging in my system?

I still don't get it...
I still don't know why...
I was crying that night...
There must be something that made me cry that night...

I still don't get it...
I still don't know why...
I was crying that night...
Silently into the night...

Selfishness...

When I was reading this picture...
I was really thinking...
Yup, there are people like this in my life...
There are just people that have this kind of selfishness...
Well, I think everyone has a selfish side in his or her life...
Only the degree of selfishness is somehow different...
Some may not be too selfish and others might be too selfish for their own good...
For me, I really hate people that are too selfish...
I know there are times that we have to be selfish...
But we have to consider others too...
Try putting ourselves on their position...
I really think that we have to give and take in life...
People that always taking and not giving back are actually very selfish...
No, I don't mean I want something to be given back to me if I give someone something...
What I'm trying to say is that when I do something for someone...
I really want that person to appreciate what I'm doing for them and not taking advantage of what I had done for them...

Whoever feels like I was talking about her (yes... I'm actually giving it away... whoever made me mad are girls...), I really want you to reflect on what you had done to us...
You're nice girls... we can make jokes and talk about so many things together but your degree of selfishness is just getting on my nerve...
The guys are even more considerate than you are...

We're not living in some kind of selfish world where only selfish will succeed...
Damn... we're not even in a movie of Christmas Carol and you're not Mr. Scrooge...
You won't even be given a chance to reflect on your past, present and future by the Ghosts of Christmas...
That's so unbelievable... (We're not even celebrating Christmas... so why bother??)

I'm just a friend... trying to help you to make a better person out of yourself...
Nobody's perfect... I admit I'm not perfect...
But I want everyone in my life to be a little better each day passing by...
A true friend is someone who thinks that you're a good egg even though he knows that you're slightly cracked...
And I want to mend that crack so that it will be as good as brand new...

I hope you're not taking this to heart if you're reading this someday...